We are heading to
It made me miss Pyramid in
We leave
All the way we drive to
Mark is patient on me. He knows that I am moody with all this immigration bullshit. Also, we are late for the meeting with his friends and it’s totally my faults but he is the one who apologize me for what happened and tries to cheer me up. However, I am sort of exploding on him when he urges me to be happy while I am irritated. I tell him I am the only human; I have my emotions. I cannot be happy and positive like him all the time. I cannot pretend to be an artificial happy guy in front of him.
He is a great guy, but I am a bitch, I know.
We arrive in
His friend gets here in the blue Toyota Celica. He is a twenty year old Asian boy. He has all qualities of an Asian his age- bleached hair, love loud music and racing. Seriously, I feel like a grandpa now. Everyone around me today will be in early 20s. I will be the only 30 here.
His friend is cute but pretty wild. He gives us a ride to the downtown
This is a thing whenever I hang out with young kids, it make me believes that I cannot date anyone who is a lot younger than me (unless they are mature). Even though we might have the same interests in music or movies, it’s very hard to have a conversation about something else like politics or books they read. Moreover, since they are still very young, it will be very hard to follow them around.
I am so pissed. While I am walking down the street, this extremely fat guy kicks me very hard on my foot. I look at him for an apology. He seems like he does not know what happen and try to walk away. I yell at him and call him an ASS HOLE. But he does not even give a shit about that.
Again, St. Mark tries to hold me from running to that guy and try to kick that fat guy’s ass.
We meet up with Mark’s friends. However, one thing that really strikes me is when his friend gives a remark about Mark’s friend who just gave us a ride. I hear they remark about him being a prostitute and laugh. I am sort of upset because I think it is pretty crude. Even though he is, I still think he is a cool guy. I think it might be premature to judge other people from what they do instead of who they really are.
But I’d better play nice to the host if I don’t want to be a homeless tonight. Also, no one is perfect anyway. They might have some histories to each other that I don’t know.
Mark’s friends are a nice and cute couple. They drive us around
After driving around
It’s been less than a day here but I pick up some perceptions that the Canadian have toward the American. They say American is arrogant and crazy about everything that is big and extravaganza. In a way, I do agree with that remark. Also, they call the American The Fat Nation. They always make joke that if I see someone fat walking down the street, I should assume that they are the American. I think it’s true, I have not seen any fat Canadians here yet.
In the evening, they take us to the gay area on Davies Street. The gay area here is pretty nice and big, definitely, a lot better than the one in
After dinner, we go for a drink at the local bar. As usual, everyone drinks except me.They try to have me drink but by some reasons, I have a terrible headache, so I tell them I should not drink.
The local bar here is very cute and cozy. I like the piano bar. It’s so nice and the singer is wonderful. He sings my song- Wind Beneath My Wing. I tell Mark that song is for my mom.
Mark is extra nice to me to the point that I feel uncomfortable because I am afraid it might irritate someone else. For example, I mentioned I wanted to have green tea, he kept asking his friend where was a good place to go have green tea. He knew I wanted to take pictures in
I appreciate the fact that he is very thoughtful and nice but I tell him we are not living in this world just two people, we need to make sure that other people are ok with it.
When he is in a bar, he tries to encourage about my life and takes very good care of me to the point I tell him that if I keep hanging out with him for a month, I will either love him or hate him.
Mark calls the kid in the blue Celica to come out tonight but he will not. I am glad that he likes me and thinks I am cool because he keeps asking Mark if I am going out tomorrow night.
I just read the essay that Andrew Sullivan wrote in the Time magazine about the killer who changed his mind of killing a lady. At the end, he beautifully ended with a line in a Leonard Cohen song that he said it kept him going in a bleak moment of his life, when he thought that he couldn’t see how good could come out of the dreck he had turned his life into. “Forget your perfect offering,” Cohen advises. “There is a crack in everything. That’s how the light gets in.
I tell Mark about that line. I tell him, I don’t want someone perfect because I am not perfect either, not even close. I have my own flaws, weaknesses, optimistic, pessimistic and happiness. He doesn’t have to try to be perfect for me because I don’t care. I think what make life interesting is we all have our own flaws and strengths. That makes us unique and challenging. Those flaws and imperfection that makes us learn and grow together either as friends or lovers.
I feel like a bitch now. But I just want to tell him about the truth of life. I think he is a great guy. I’d rather hurt him now than someone will take advantages on him and hurt him in the future because of his good heart.
Tae Athikomvittaya
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I wake up at
Before I leave his apartment, I have to make sure that my dress will not violate the Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell policy. So, I am told not to wear a tight jean or tight T-shirt. To make it even more convincing, I almost wear a baggy pant like in the 80s, an extra XXL size t-shirt like those street kids and some big blink blink to put on my neck.
We arrive at the navy base around
Those 4th grade kids arrive at the base around
The first station that these kids visit is the fire department in the base. The chief of the department shows and explains all the equipment that is necessary on the fire truck.
One thing that is totally different between the Thai kids and the American kids is a curiosity to ask questions and be opinionated. Kids here always raise their hands when they are asked if they have some questions. Unlike, Thai kids (including me when I was young), they tend to be very shy and do not want to ask any questions even though they have ones.
After the chief finishes his works, one firefighter enthusiastically volunteers to show the kids how the automatic ladder works. Then, he allows the kids to all line up and take turns holding the fire hose and letting them release a blast of water going at a rate of about 150 gallons per minute.
While I am watching him playing with those kids, I find myself smiling and overwhelming happy. I have to admit that the picture that he is kneeing down and helps kids holding the hose is very beautiful. It is like a scene in the movie. Perhaps, he looks very happy with those kids; smiles never disappear from his face. I end up taking his pictures more than those kids’ pictures. I know I am bad but I cannot help but keep staring at him.
Does he know that there is a stalker looking and admiring at him from afar?
I guess I am always very happy when I see a guy with kids. I think it shows his gentle side besides his macho looking. I send several text messages to my Thai friend in
I wish I could disguise myself to be one of those kids and plays with his long and big hose that is producing a blast of water. Umm, I am burning up!!
I think those beautiful pictures will be with me for a long time.
After those happy moments, we head to the USS Abraham Lincoln Carrier. This is a second aircraft carrier that I have visited. The first one is the JFK Aircraft Carrier.
It always amazes me whenever I visit the aircraft carriers. I cannot believe that this ship can carry 3,000 marines and 87 jets! I am very impressed. It’s like a small floating city.
While on the tour, I tell Mark that although I have been in the navy base for less than three hours, I have seen more cute boys in this time than the entire three days in
When we go up to the deck of the ship, I realize that this is the same carrier that Bush landed on May 1, 2003 and thundered the memorable remarks “Mission Accomplished” Accomplished my a..s, I tell myself quietly because I don’t want to be thrown in the water. Moreover, I think I still have a future with those marines so I don’t want to burn the bridge.
It’s always good to be a kid. With their innocence, everyone seems to forgive for what they do or say and think that it is cute. One kid tries to get into the restricted area at the end of the ship. He asks an officer if he can go to the end of the carrier so that he can throw a penny into the water and make a wish. When I hear his innocent request, I smile and I think it is very cute. I imagine myself requesting that wish, that officer would think I am a retard.
The crazy idea is emerging. Mark starts persuading me to work in a military base here. He thinks they might be able to grant me a green card. However, I tell him, firstly, I do not think if I am not a permanent resident here, they will allow me to work in a military. Secondly, I do not see myself working in the military at all. Yes, I use to have a fantasy being an Airman. But I am not sure if I want to be like Tom Cruise in the Top Gun or I just want to do him. So, I decline his idea even though he tells me he will do some researches about the possibility.
We leave the USS Abraham Lincoln and head to Health Care Exhibition at the gym. Mark seems to worry about me because he knows I am pretty tired. He feels bad that he has to be a volunteer on my vacations and I should enjoy my time in
instead of helping him volunteering with those kids. I tell him it’s totally fine and I enjoy it. I ask him to concentrate on his job and don’t worry about me.
However, finally my battery has gone, I sit down at the last station. I am really tired. We have been walking and standing for almost 4 hours.
He brings me some food and some snacks. Yeah, I realize I am very hungry. It is 
After the volunteer, we go to the
Even in the navy base, there are a lot of Asian officers.
After lunch, we have some big deserts. Mark calls me a bad influence because I ask him to have deserts with me. He tells me he has more deserts in the past three days than he has in the past month.
I do not know why I have been craving sweets like crazy lately.
We both are very tired so we drive back to the apartment to take a nap. Today, we have a new song to do a duet- If You are not the One by Daniel Bedingfield. Mark tells me he will sing this song when he proposes me in the next five years. I tell him as a Thai tradition, he needs to have a bucket of gold to give to my mom as well, if he wants her approval.
I am half-awake but my stomach tells me to have my favorite custard buns. I put that bun on the metal tray and then put it in the microwave. I totally forget that I should not put the metal in the microwave. The apartment is on fire! Smoke is everywhere. Fortunately, the smoke detector does not alarm and the microwave does not blow up. Mark tells me I did it subconsciously because I wanted that firefighter to come and rescue me. Yeah, when he is right, he is right. I want him to come and save me
It’s a gym time. We go to the gym around 7.30 pm. There is a new gym reception guy. He is Asian. He asks me how old I am. Firstly I think he is joking with me so I joke with him back. However, he asks for my ID so I know that he is not joking. I never have my ID checked before when I go to any gyms. I ask Mark what’s up with that guy. He tells me I should be flattered because this gym does not allow anyone who is younger than 16 to use the facilities. Yeah, I am flattered but I personally think it’s hard to believe that. He must have a really bad eye sight. I joke to Mark that is it because my face has some pimples that make him think that my testosterone just come out?
Talking about my face, I don’t know what happen to me lately. My face keeps breaking out with a lot of pimples. I am not sure if I am allergic to something or have too many sweets. I am pretty stressed about my face right now.
Back to the gym, Mark tells me he sees that firefighter at the gym all the time but he always comes earlier. I complain he should have told me because I would not take a nap and just come and hang out in here.
Mark is a very friendly guy. He goes talk to one Asian boy about how to work out because he is a newbie here. At the end, he brings that kid to me and asks me to give him some tricks to work on his abs. I am sort of nervous, so is this cute kid. I tell him what to do, he finds it very difficult but he likes it.
To demonstrate a specific exercise, I hold his legs up in the air. I am burning up again.
We are going out to the 80s club tonight. Then when I come back I will be dreaming of my firefighter prince. I wish he will come and put out the fire for me.
I AN ON FIRE!!
Tae Athikomvittaya
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I start today by calling the airline to cancel my trip to 
annoying. They keep chanting the policy into my ears without listening what I am trying to say.
It costs me 300 dollars to cancel this trip but as my friend says 300 dollars is worth of proving someone’s friendship. It is a price that I pay for my lesson not to jump into friendship too soon.
The weather is pretty cloudy, so is my mood.
We have lunch at the Vietnamese restaurant named The Green Papaya at the Capitol Hill area- gay district. I am pretty tired and moody today. I worked very late last night. I went to bed around
We talk about a lot of things. Then he asks me if I believe in a long distance relationship. Like I say before, he is a sunshine boy. He has a very positive outlook about life and thinks everything is possible. He believes that a long distance relationship will work if he puts enough effort. After I listen to him, I decide to tell him the truth about what I think because I do not want to mislead him and give him hope. I tell him I do not believe in a long distance relationship. I think it needs too much work. To maintain a relationship is already hard enough, to have a long distance in the equation, that's a huge task. I think it makes more sense to date someone who lives closer to me. I want to enjoy time with someone I love. I joke to him that I do not even date someone who live in
I do not want to discourage him. I think he is a great guy and still pretty young, so he will have plenty of time to meet more interesting people and explore his life. Even though he knows what he wants in life, I think with his age, he should enjoy life instead of focusing too much on relationship.
He looks very sad, I am sad as well. But I believe it is better for him to have a small heartache now than keep his hope going. I seriously tell him that I would consider the possibility if he lives in
After intense lunch, we walk down the gay district. The gay district here is pretty small and some parts are running down. There are no cute little stores like in the Castro in
My moodiness has totally gone when I buy three pairs of shoes. Call me crazy because I have bought 7 pairs of shoe in a week. I spot a very awesome Adidas shoe with orange stripes. I know my ex likes orange color, and this is a really cool shoe, so I buy that pair for him.
Mark complains about my shoe fetish. He says he wants to be my money manager so that he can control the way I spend money. This is a thing, I tell him, I live in
After fulfilling my shoe fetish, Mark takes me to the beach that is not that beautiful. But the view is great because we can see a panoramic picture of the whole
While we are walking down the beach, he suggests me all kinds of reasons why I should move to the west coast. He says I need to move out of
Today we set our goal to go to the gym at his navy base. We have been eating too much lately so it is time to burn those extra pounds. So, we head back to his apartment earlier because the gym will be closed at
This western boy and me have one thing in common. Our right brain seems to be bigger than the left one. We seem to be very emotional about things around us. We are pretty idealist but he is pretty much more idealist than I am.
On the way back to the apartment, again, we do duet the song From this Moment the version that Shania Twain sing with Bryan White. This time I used my experience when I was in a chorus group. I do a lower voice while Mark does a higher one. I wish I could write songs or poems like this. It is very beautiful song.
It is my first time that I go to the gym where all macho military guys are working out. I admit that uniform is intrigued me but I never believe that my dream has come true today!! Mark tells me to take my ear ring off because it is a Don’t Ask Don’t Tell policy, and he does not want me to indirectly tell anyone about him. All right, understandable. Fortunately, I do not have to take my nipple ring off too. That would be painful because it’s healing.
The gym here is pretty nice, a lot of new machines. The thing that I love the most is the squash room. I love playing squash!!
Our working out goes smoothly because I discipline my masculinity pretty well. Mark asks me about the trick to work out on my abs and my chest. I tell him my trick is to pray a lot. He laughs his ass off. I think I am lucky, seriously. But I do tell him some exercises I do for my abs and chest. He loves it.
I should really be a personal trainer, in particular, in the navy base.
After burning our fat from those cheesecakes, we go to the Asian restaurant to grab some food. I guess we will add more calories than we have burnt.
Life is so relaxing today. It is very simple but fun.
When we get back I tell him I want to do something for him. It is my tradition to show someone my gratitude when I stay with them by helping them clean their room. He tells me I do not have to do it because I am his guest. But I insist. So I tell him to do his things, I will be Maria, his Mexican maid tonight.
I clean his dishes and scrub the whole kitchen and the bathroom from head to toe. It
is like an extreme makeover my own edition. Listening to the music, singing songs, swinging my body and cleaning together, I am in a good mood. I think I should start a cleaning business.
After his room is clean, we sit down and have dinner.
During the conversation, he tells me in five years, he will get a good job and stable life. He will be 30 years old and I will not have an excuse not to date him because of his age. So he tells me if in five years I am still single, he wants me to seek the possibility with him. But I tell him that at that time he might not need me anymore because I will be an old fart. He will be fabulous and find other cute younger boys. Then, he starts saying something that can melt everyone’s heart.
The western boy is very optimistic about life while the eastern boy is trying to be realistic.
We shake hand.
Tae Athikomvittaya
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I start the second day in
After I finish my work, we go out for lunch at the Cheesecake Factory in downtown.
Cheesecake Factory is one of my favorite restaurants because it makes the best
cheesecake that I’ve ever had. We have a very heavy lunch today. I guess we must have consumed at least 5000 calories for lunch. Just my white chocolate with macadamia nut cheesecake and a half bottle of whip cream should give me at least 2000 calories.
Seriously, I have too much cheesecake lately. My stomach looks like I am having a baby.
The weather is chilly and cloudy at first, after lunch the sun breaks away from those clouds. The weather is so nice out, it’s around 65 degree. Therefore, we decide to explore the city by walking.
Our first destination is the city landmark- Space Needle. This area is combined with the proud city symbol (Space Needle), amusement park, museum and play field for children. We go up the tower and look around the city from the top of the world view. It’s very beautiful, in particular, those peninsulas and mountains around the city.
People here are pretty mellow, easy going and nice. Their life does not seem that rush like life in
I think part of it is because of the climate here that is pretty much rainy and cloudy. Therefore, when the weather is so nice, people seem to relax and enjoy time.
Talking about nice people, we go to the mall, and Mark wants to have our picture taken. He cannot find anyone but he spots a lady in her 70s with her husband. As we know, the elderly and the technology sometimes do not really go together. However, she is very nice and tries to take our picture. However, she does not know how to use the digital camera. I tell her to look at the screen and push the button; the poor lady keeps putting the screen right to her eyes like the old camera. Then, she complains that she cannot see us, she looks very frustrated. I feel really bad but I almost laugh. I know I am bad. Finally, I tell her it is ok, I do appreciate her time but Marks insists her to take our picture. She puts the screen at her eyes again but I guess she has enough of it so she randomly pushes the button and it comes out pretty good. My mouth is widely opening.
We walk around downtown for a while. The downtown here is pretty small but the streets are very clean. Mark has to stop me from looking at the shoe stores because I have already bought four shoes last week.
We head back to the apartment after our marathon walking for 5 hours.
There is only one major highway here. Therefore, the traffic is pretty crowded in the evening. The good news is it has a car pool lane that we can use and it saves us a lot of time. Today, the traffic is pretty crowded. When Mark starts playing the song From This Moment by Shania Twain, we start singing along like a duet. We keep repeating this song until we get back to the apartment. The lyric is so beautiful. It makes me miss someone who will be away for a while.
We go back to the apartment. Today I try the tanning machine. It is pretty weird, I am not even sure it makes me tanner at all.
We go to P.F Chang, another of my favorite restaurant, for dinner.
It is such a relaxing day for me. Mark always reminds me that I am in vacation so I should not rush things. I have to say that he is very mature for his own age. I call him a sunshine boy because he has a lot of positive outlooks in his life.
The weather change from chilly and cloudy to the bright and warm day reminds me of the uncertainty. There will always be sunny days and rainy days. I just have to be patient and enjoy it no matter how bad or good they are.
Maybe I need to be mellower and take my life easier than it is now.
Tae Athikomvittaya
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I have been all over the
I know this is one of the rainiest cities in the 
have visited.
I arrived at
I am very excited to see my friend- Mark the first time after we have been talking on the phone for two years.
He picks me up at the airport. After he knows that I have not eaten anything the whole day, he takes me to a small Thai restaurant named
He knows that I like to have green tea so, after the main course; he takes me to a very cute and colorful teahouse that located at the university town near the
As usual, I have hot green tea and toasts with condensed milk. I really feel like I have too many sweets lately. Not a good thing, but I love it!!
We have a long and interesting conversation about our life and relationship. It’s a long story that I have to write separately. To make it short, he is so positive and hopelessly romantic when he talks about relationship. I think we share the same value about the ideal relationship. We are joking about we do not want to be in our 40s and still preying on those young boys 
. As much as I want that ideal relationship to happen, however, I am not sure if I will have enough patience to wait for that kind of person to walk into my life 
.
I just wonder aloud that I am not sure if I have lived in
He is right, maybe people I have met are not the right one. So he asks me to move to
I think to myself, if he starts singing Your Song by Elton John, I would fly back to .
After that make-me-smile conversation, we go to Blockbuster to rent two movies- the Side Way and Meet the Forkers. Since it’s still raining, so it should be a good idea just to watch movies at home and relax.
This is a thing about living in a small city. You have a better quality of life. His apartment complex is like a resort, near a lake and he pays just $660 a month plus all amenities like swimming pool, Jacuzzi and sauna.
Paying $660 in
After we get back, I suggest an idea. We jump into the Jacuzzi and then bake ourselves in the Sauna. Tomorrow, I want to try the Tanning machine there. It should be fun, never done it before.
We end up the first night with watching the Side Way together. I love this movie.
I am sleepless in
Good night my unborn prince.
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I am going to Seattle and Vancouver tomorrow. Therefore, I take this opportunity to visit my ex in
It’s always great to visit
My ex and his boyfriend picked me up at the South Station. We spent the whole Friday and Saturday all together. It creates pretty weird feeling for me. It’s like we all three people are living in the same apartment like a family.
Since I am the one who visiting my ex’s apartment, I am very careful not to cross the line that will put myself, my ex and his boyfriend in an uneasy position. I have a highly respectful to his boyfriend. He is a very nice guy even though he is sort of quiet around me.
One thing that I feel like I have to be careful is to act like I am still my ex’s boyfriend.
I have a huge tendency to organize and clean my ex’s kitchen and bathroom whenever I am there. This time I have to stop myself from doing those things in front of his boyfriend because I know that my ex always tell his boyfriend about the time when we were still dating that I cleaned his apartment neatly and did laundry for him.
I do not want to act like an ex from hell who stick my nose in their relationship.
However, once he leaves the apartment, I clean his room and re-organize his apartment anyway.
Relationship is not easy. It takes a lot of understanding, patience, forgiveness and strengths. When we like someone too much, sometimes we become paranoid with some silly imaginations. We always guess something worst happening or speculate something in our lover’s head. That’s normal, because I used to be like that before too. His boyfriend asks me why my ex is so quiet. He is afraid that my ex got mad at him. Therefore, I have to tell him to think something positively. I think his boyfriend might be busy and stress out about works. It’s not necessary because of him.
Going out is another issue that most of gay couple facing. While my ex is tired of going out and want to stay home watching movie, his boyfriend still wants to go out to the club. My ex is very frustrated about it. I ask him to talk to his boyfriend frankly and compromise if they can. The best thing is to look at the good things his boyfriends has and brings into his life rather than keep looking on those negative sides. No one perfect anyway.I think most of the people never treasure what they have until they lose it.
However, personally, instead of going out to clubs all the time, I would rather spend time with someone I love. I think just to cuddle, watch movie or read book with someone I love are the most romantic moment and better than going out.
Talking about my ex, he is my best friend. I always have a great time with him. He is a funny guy who always makes me laugh my ass off. We have known each other forever. I am very comfortable to do everything in front of him without afraid of being looked stupid.
This weekend is the most relaxing week. We do not go out to club at all. We just relax at his apartment. He works, I read books. He sleeps, I dance. I cook, he cleans. He reads book, I watch movies. We do whatever we want to do without feeling attached. When we are hungry, we just go to a small Thai restaurant or just go grab something in Wendy’s.
It’s simple, nothing fancy but we are very happy with it.
We are the best friends. We are always there for each other. I hope he can work it out with his boyfriend.
His boyfriend is out for dancing with his friends.
My ex will give me a ride to
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Today is a Mother’s day.
Even though my mom is at another side of the planet, I am missing her and would like to write something about her.
I and my mom are really closed; we have been through all tears and joys 
together.
Since I first opened my eyes, she is the only one who never leaves me, the only one who I have no doubt about her love.
I still remember when I had intestine infection and it caused me a severe pain in my stomach. She carried me in her small arms while crying to the hospital.
I still remember one day when she brought lunch box to me when I was in grade 1. She looked at me with gentle but sad eyes and said she was sorry that she never had time to take care of me like other mothers did. She was tearful, so was I.
It was the most memorable moment for me, I still remember that picture like it just happened yesterday.
When I was young and stupid, there were many times that I got mad at her for what she did to me. But when I grow up, and I have to take care of myself, I totally understand her. It’s hard enough just to take care of myself. However, it’s even much harder for a single mom to raise three young kids by herself. Therefore, her decisions were for the whole family not just for me. It makes me love her even more.
Mother takes the most honorable task that human being can do. She has to raise, nurture and give love to their children.
She doesn’t have a lot of money but she has this unconditional love to give.
She does not have fortune to pass to me but she has planted morality and value in my life.
Mom always teaches me to be a good and kind person.
Be respectful to other people no matter who they are or how much money they have.
We don’t have to be rich to start sharing.
We don’t have to have comfort to start giving comfort.
Don’t try to achieve something by sacrificing other people’s life.
I always keep those teachings right to my heart.
It’s been 6 years that I’ve been apart from my mom. But I always call her. She is always a source of my inspirations and courage. Every time when I am down, she always has encouraging words to raise me up. She always tells me not to give up on doing good things even though life is hard on me and what I do are not witnessed by anyone. However, at the end of the day only me who will know that those good things I have done are paid off.
Never ever give up on doing good things. It is the most valuable lesson she teaches me.
I always call my mom. Sometimes, I just call her to listen to her complaint about her life or the story that she has told me hundreds times before. I do not mind listening to it again and I never told her that I have heard about it many times. I realize that at least it reminds me that she still has good memories about her life and she still has energy to complain.
I love to hear her voice because I don’t know how long I will have a chance to hear it. I want to treasure every minute I have with her so that I will never regret when the time take us apart one day.
I look up to her devotion and the way she living her life. One of my ultimate dreams is to have my own children. I know I will be a good father who will give my kids love and caring. I will pass those precious values that I have received from my mom to my children and I will raise them to be a good and kind person.
Today is a Mother’s Day, but for me everyday is mother’s day. I love her and miss her everyday. I always think what I will do to make her happy. I do not need a special day to remind me of her because I love her everyday.
I love you mom…..
Tae Athikomvittaya
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